fuck you very much collab. i likeeeeee…

the weather has been dark and gloomy the entire day. somehow. it relates to my life.

so much better after sending the email. still worried, still afraid. such contrary

i tried to catch up with your footsteps but you were in such hurry. i wished you would have slowed down and listen to me. maybe i should stay at the side lines, ousted and forgotten.

a person pursuing medicine is not worthy to become a doctor if he/she will give it up for anything else. i have to say this because there are 2 people in my life that have fought hard to be a doctor. one, my brother, who already is doing medicine, and another doing medicine in 1 year’s time.

you and me

we used to be together

everyday together

always

i really feel

that i’m losing my best friend

i can’t believe this could be the end

you and me

i can see us dying

are we?

this is how i imagine my dialoge with an ewe would be:

who are you?

i’m ewe.

no, who are you?

i’m ewe!

you’re not me. who are you?

i really am ewe…..!

seriously, who are you? *exasperated*

i said i’m ewe…..

dude.. that’s not cool. last time. who are you?

i’m ewe *as a matter of fact*

………………………………………….walks away.

Next championship show will be on the 1st Nov 2009. Oliver is 8 days short to qualify for puppy class. What a pity. Can only hope that baby puppy will give him a good exposure.

the past 3 days has been crazy. FCI was a great exposure. It was fun to watch experience handlers bringing out the best of their exhibits in the ring. So much thinking.

i’m starting to have reservations. not good enough. sigh