certified brain dead at 11.35pm
i feel like giving up
i can feel my inner self screaming
Archive for October, 2005
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
October 31, 2005almost slipped my mind
October 30, 2005made oreo cheesecake today..together with mummy, brother, carol and sister.
The process was fun. hehe
The worst part was to wait for 3hrs so that the cake can be ready to be consumed.
Plus we cannot open the fridge to check it out. haha
Anyway, ate the cake.. it’s nice but i think it’s abit too sweet for me.
BUt they seemed to like it alot.
well i guess everyone’s tastebud is different. =p
yay~~ next sat would be chocolate fudge
Muhaha
ha!
October 30, 2005kor kor is so sweet.. making me loads of drinks
Orange juice –> honey drink –> another mystery drink yet to be discovered.
i won’t feel thirsty no more! hehe
<3
October 30, 2005i love Milo!
L-O-V-E Love
October 27, 2005YESH!!! YESH!!! YESH!!!
I’ve got the song!!!
Thank You LIJUAN!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!
Guys.. check out the song at my playlist! HEHE
nice ad song
October 26, 2005The ad plays only this portion of the song:
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore
and LOVE is all that i can give to you
LOVE is more than just a game for two
did some searching and i finally found the artist and the full lyrics:
Artist : Nat King Cole
Song: L-O-V-E Love
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don’t break it
Love was made for me and you
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don’t break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
ahh.. nice song.. will download it this weekend.
yawn
October 19, 2005Tiring day although the lessons wasn’t taxing at all.
Had 1hr of SVSM
another boring lesson.
i think all lessons in the 1st week are boring..
except for MM since we’ve already started lect.
Had 4hrs break straight after lesson.
“zzz” thinking about what to do during the 4hrs.
Was looking forward to law lect..
ended up feeling cheated when the it only lasted 15mins.
lol!
the whole lecture is totally useless.. waste of time..
i could have read it myself in CMS or something..
But that’s good… i get to come home early to sleep
hehe
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Watching CNA right now.
Some monks are talking about true happiness. Why people are always unsatisfied and unhappy? Because of anger, greed and ignorance. I think i’m gonna blog down some of the things they mentioned.. and next time when i look back at my posts, i’ll see this post and do some self reflections =)
Ignorance
They mention that human always mix up their needs and wants. Our needs are actually very simple and out wants are complexed. Because WE cannot differentiate these 2, we mix up them out resulting in unnecessary stress. This is the basic ignorance of what WE see as a object of desire. WE think that WE are here to get alot of stuff, power, money. But that is all not true.
One of the psychologist mention about a true case about his friend, man in his late 40s. He was hosiptalised and the psychologist went to visit him.
The man said: “i want to stop.”
And so the psychologist asked him: “what do you mean?”
The man said: “I earned my 1st million in my 30s. And now i have already earned 14million. But i realise i’ve lost alot of things.”
The man though had earned alot of money, because of his frequent travelling he had lost his close ties with his family, his health, and his true happiness.
Greed
Didn’t catch what much of what they said.
Anyway, they mention about people trying to make tons of money so they can buy things that they desire. Things that WE think we need in order to be happy.
One of the monk stated an example. His friend lived in a semi-detach with a beautiful garden and a big pond. But his friend wasn’t happy.
The monk asked him: “why? you have gotten what you have always hoped for! a big house with a beautiful garden and a big pond..and all those luxury”
His friend replied: “I’m not happy because i’m working my life away to pay for and maintain all these!”
*I suppose our greed comes from our ignorance. That WE cannot differentiate between our needs and wants. And so we spend our whole life pursuing for more and more luxury.
Anyway never hear anything about the anger part.. i guess i missed it.
haa.. okay, that’s for all now.
since i’m online..i’ll blog!
October 18, 2005Yesterday – Sunday (16.10.2005)
Went for Leo’s event at Toa Payoh CC. Didn’t really help out much though.. went to the library and walked around Toa Payoh Central. Went to Pet Safari with wend and ka. At first we thought “wa simei..gonna take us 2hrs of travel time”. ACtually it’s only about 40mins travel time from Toa Payoh. lol.. thank God we didn’t let distance stop us from the visit.
Anyway havent been to Pet Safari for ages since Shaun brought me there. Quite a few changes in the shop layout.. chances that i think wasn’t for the better. lol. Few puppies there for sale… all are adorable. If i could bring them all home. That’s if.. haha.. okay picture time!
the face was flat bcos it always run and knock it’s face on the glass panel. LOL! kiddin’ la..
Lijuan.. i saw a puppy of the same breed as my last time dog..the one the story very long one. lol. Exactly the same color, but the puppy don’t have full collar. Very cute, but nv take picture cos it kept facing the other side. lol.
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Today – Monday (17.10.2005)
Once again i’m back to the books. No more TEP for me.
Didn’t really like it at school.
Too many students. Too crowded. Too noisy.
Back at TEP period, it was so peaceful.. it felt like i had the whole school to myself.
Plus no waiting time to use the lift.
Today i had to wait for 3-5mins for the lift and ended up taking the stairs. -.-
Shopping arcade was exceptionally crowded today.
So was the shelter walkway.
One word – sucks.
Sucks not because i have to study, because i don’t like the crowd. Haa
Adjusting from TEP’s lifestyle to classical’s lifestyle wasn’t easy but manageable.
Had a hard time concentrating on sitting down during lecturer.
Wanted so much to walk around and visit Cheers.
Plus i had moving around with a given time.
Compared to TEP, classical is damn hectic.
If i was in TEP, i could take all my time to walk from north canteen to south canteen then back to north canteen again.
Today, i only had 10mins to travel from one class to another.. Plus i wanted to go down to Cheers. LOL!
10mins. How pathetic.
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Had ICT, Business Finance, Marketing Management lessons today.
ICT was total crap.
Didn’t really know what the lecturer was talking about.
he was yaking away about some softwares.. some machines which he meant PCs… some terms..
Total alienation to me.
Business Finance was just as bad.
But it wasn’t crap though
The teacher looks fierce.. which i didn’t like of course.
She was laying out the ground rules…
“I want you to do ur tutorials because i will ask u to ans the qns”
“You should read up before lectures”
erm.. i think that’s abit too much for me.
Asking me to do tutorials is already bad enough..
and you’re even asking me to read up before the lecture.
You gotta be kidding! lol
Her lesson was just as boring. Haha!
Marketing Management the killer subject for me.
Because it’s marketing.
And i don’t like marketing.
And i don’t score in marketing.
Resulting in me hating marketing.
Gosh.. i should do away with this mindset or i’m not even gonna get a C+ for this module..
Anyway, this was the most interesting lessons i had for the day.
Something which i didn’t except.
I thought i would be stoning throughout the lect and tutorial.
The lecturer was my tutor for the module.
He’s a funny guy.
Perhaps that’s why his lessons was interesting.
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Actually i didn’t intend to come online today. Was super tired and i wanted to rest. But i lost my pouch at home and i had a hard time finding it. So, i decided to come online and bitch to lijuan about it. Haha.. And i found it in……………… my bong bag. Urgh.. i couldn’t even remember placing it inside. I suppose sub consciously i thought i’m still carrying that bag for school. Haha. Anyway am glad i manage to retrieve it.
waiting for my show now… hehe
