what a joke.

Quoted by me in one of my previous posts:

“Follow your heart, you will never go wrong. When i say follow your heart, really follow it… 100%. Don’t let your head, your pride, your “face” come in between decision making. Like i said, make sure that you won’t leave your life regretting whether you did / did not do that something.”

i can’t believe i actually said something i couldn’t even do it myself.

i went to bed at 11. but i couldn’t sleep for some reason. i tossed and turned for ‘i dunno how many’ times… and i ended up …… then i decided to take a bath. i stood in the shower for 1 hr but it didn’t washed away that feeling.

It’s like this

things shine at first
and then as time goes by they tend to fade away
and eventually it’s just not there anymore

it’s not that i don’t….. it’s just that……. urgh. how do i say it.

sometimes in life, there are things that you need to let go
but there’s also something in life that we’ll always hold on too.

sometimes we hold on to things to tightly and ended up losing it
the harder you try to catch it, the further it stays away from you.

sometimes it’s so saddening that it makes you feel like giving up
but we always end up holding on like a fool.

sometimes it feels like you’ve lost everything
but we just keep praying for a miracle.

sometimes or rather most of the time, miracles don’t happen
but we still hang on because we believe.

sometimes you really want to express something
but when the time comes, we just hold back

“because it’s hard”, an excuse we always use
what exactly is holding us back?

whatever it is, it doesn’t matter anymore
no one in this world is going to pity you.

as quoted from ade’s dad:
“this happened because you never do that. there’s no reason why we should feel sorry for you”

fun paper after paper

everytime after a paper it’s like celebration for me.

Friday

It seems almost like we ended our exams. Lunch at crystal jade then it was taking neoprints and movie.

Inside the theater

wenD, wan qiu, me, ying hui

adeline alone…

Monday
Lunch at Naked Fish. Then replenishing my energy till tuesday night before i start mugging. I thought i was late, but wan qiu beat it! Started even later than me. woohOO~

Wednesday
Dinner.Walking around marina square.Slacking and talking about anything and everything at esplanade’s roof garden.Walking again in the middle of the night.Clubbing.Kboxing.Walking again.Somewhere, we were, sitted and talking about life till dawn.

My God.. there’s totally no night life in Singapore. The only thing u can do 3am in the morning in Singapore is to fix the road. sigh.

at the roof garden…

Adeline is damn funny and blur. She wanted email address to send us the pictures. And I told her: wendy one is *******@gmail.com

and in her send list she send to: me, wendyoneis********@gmail.com

roflol

insurance agents

I don’t hate the profession. But i hate the people in the profession.

Irritating
Buggy
Talk too much
Pretend to be close
KPO

sigh.

It’s irritating when someone tries to ask u sooOo much questions when you aren’t even close to him/her. I hate it when people/strangers cross over the personal line. Hey it’s my privacy you know. Idiots.

“you are going to work after poly right?”
“are you going to work part time?”
“where you save your money?”
“our interest rate is better. 3%. 6 times of bank.”
“why you don’t think about buying insurance?”
“why everything your parents settle for you? Then next time?”
“what your parents work as?”
“who is ur insurance agent? what company?”

knn.

what makes you think i cannot further study? what makes u think that everyone must work part time? why should i tell you how much savings i have? why must i save in your insurance plan? i like the bank. cannot issit? so what if i don’t want to buy insurance? why must u know what my parents work as?

wa lao, ask my stuff still not enough? must ask about where my insurance agent is from? fuck off. all these qns when i already said i’m not interested.

kns. some people just don’t get it even if you reply them with sacarsm. tml i’m going to block your number. boo!

burn out

Totally exhausted from all the activities till dawn. Waiting for my breakfast before i go to sleep. oh man…. i just wanna shout:

WOOHOOO!!!!!!!

no more test.
no more exams.
no more school.

and the 12hrs of relaxation was really cool ~

o.m.g

I can’t concentrate studying now. It’s the 58th time i’m watching this ad since i found it.

the guy in the 6th sec and the music. but mostly the guy. haaa

mysterious sighting in the cinema

Based on a real story. Nice show i would say.
Worth your $$.
Plus the professor look somewhat like hot pink. haha

huhh?

outdated

didn’t taste like what i thought it would be. no good.

impossible……..