cure for the heart

Just now as the 10pm show War and Beauty ended…..

my dad went: “huh this(yuying) is medicine meh? can walk..”

me(instantly): “of cos la.. REN SHENG(ginseng) LEH….”

is she cute?

Now who agrees that she is cute?

Of course she is cute!!

AND if u agree that she’s cute…

that means that you think i’m cute!

HA-HA-HA

seriously i think we look alike

mouth: both our mouth looks the same

cheeks: we got a lot of baby fats on our cheeks

eyes: we’ve got small eyes too

nose: omg really like a copy

eyebrows: cannot really see here, but i think her’s is a little thicker than mine

hair: my fringe longer only.. and slightly different style

conclusion: WE ARE CUTE

hmm looking back at pictures when i’m a kid. suddenly reminds me of my ex-neighbour who has just moved away. According to my mom this ex-neighbour of mine totally resembles me when i was young. Quite true. She has the same kind of attitude, expression, eyes, and tactic to sabotage her brother. Every now and then i would see her shouting at her brother and beating him. So like me! oops.

2007 Project Superstar can do more

Anyone saw the project superstar grand finale advertisement?

It says :

“2006 Project Superstar winner Tan Weilian can SING. 2007’s Project Superstar 2007 Darren and Diya not only can SING, they can DANCE, they will MESMERISE you, and they are VERSATILE.”

Hey!! That’s not it! *wails in protest* THEY CAN SEE!!! Now why didn’t they mention that. Hmmm…

Acrophobia and randomness

I really look like some monkey kampong tree climber. Tree climbing is really fun but i have a mild case of Acrophobia (fear of heights). Symptoms typically include shortness of breath, rapid breathing, irregular heartbeat, sweating, nausea, and overall feelings of dread, although everyone experiences phobia of heights in their own way and may have different symptoms.Perhaps the result of my fertile imagination is the main reason why i have Acrophobia. You can say that imaging things is one of my favourite past time. When i come across a situation (it might not necessarily happen to me), i’d almost instantly imagine what would the outcome be if this or that happens.

Say for instance, when i ride a lift i would imagine the lift breaking down. But that’s not it. I would think further, like what if one of the mechanism breaks or loosen… and the whole lift would go downwards – explodes – and everyone dies.

Another scenario would be a roller coaster ride. Similarly some technical issues and then the whole roller coaster would explode or fly off. On the non-technical side, i would imagine myself, just myself only, flying off the damn seat… or get hit by something hard during the ride… like some metal poles sticking out from somewhere. That’s the reason why i never dared to ride a roller coaster. I’ve been on one before but it isn’t those that turn a lot. It’s scary.

I remembered i had a school excursion to OUB Centre – one of Singapore’s tallest building. From the top of the building you could see the merlion and malaysia. When i was up there i only stood at the center of the whole roof. I didn’t want to walk around because i fear falling off the building. I don’t know why i think this way, i couldn’t help it. Maybe you’d think that i sound retarded, but seriously i can’t help it. Close friends would know how imaginative i am especially when i always go “wa lao.. can you imagine… …“

Finally the weekend has arrived, and sadly it’s ending soon. For the entire week i’m been super tired out. When i got home yesterday i slept from 5.30pm to Sunday 1.30pm. That’s about a whopping 20 hours. When i woke up i was still tired la.. and my entire right arm was numb prolly because i laid on it and didn’t turn.After the SAT test yesterday i was telling shiying “Just when you thought that all the tests are done here comes the projects!!” Damn. Isn’t there like a time for us to rest and recharge? I think right after all these projects are exams. No breaks in between for a good rest. *&$*#&%*%

Camwhoring with milo is fun because he’s a vain dog. He’s pretty camera shy and would avoid picture taking if he thinks he isn’t looking his best that day. One strange thing about him is that either he appears super cute or super retarded in pictures. There’s never a in-between kind of thing for him. Haa.

Oh ya, i had a weird dream about helicopters. I don’t know why i had this dream. Maybe because wen bin always talk to me about helicopters. Can’t really remember the dream but it’s at the mall and it’s about some competition and stuff.. *shrugs*Anyway i think this helicopter looks very cool. According to the professor it’s called Trex. In detail it is called Trex 450xl. Whatever that means, it looks much better than those flimsy helicopters you used to own. HAhaha.. This looks impressive and solid la. Oh ya.. how come all the helicopters can have a full body? It’s like only the front part that is covered.. and the back is (shit what is that word) exposed (yea exposed!). Makes the entire product look so incomplete. Is it for air ventilation or something?? – enlighten me please.

true colors

There’s nothing more to ask for than someone you can show your true colours to…I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don’t be unhappy, can’t remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you’ve taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I’ll be there

And I’ll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

drama mama n papa

One day…

mama was walking alone…

so was papa…

suddenly they saw each other from afar…

so papa ran to mama, and mama ran to papa

keep running

keep running

shit.. NG. retake again. get camera rolling pls…

the night is still young …. not

Normally 1am is considered early for me but not today. Kinda lethargic to do anything for the day. I’m lying on my bed while blogging, i’m feel real lazy. Oh anyway.. today’s race against time was…exciting as usual. I don’t know if i’m weird of what, but i like the feeling of studying test at the last minute. I like the excitement in it and jac says i’m pervertic.Anyway, i watched the PSS show just now…. and the judge said there are 3Ms (can’t rmb what exactly are they) to singing. I went “what the f__k!?” The first thing that came to my mind was CISCO… they have this 3M or M3 thingy — Man, Machine, Methods.

Great! my ex-neighbour is done bathing, now we can talk till we both fall asleep.

Damn lee noi class at 8am tml. I don’t like classes that start at 8am cause tt means i have to wake up at 6am. It’s damn tiring. And that explains why i always miss wed classes. And why i’m so gonna get de-barred for a few modules. (close to.. i calculate and thank god i had enough MCs to cover my ass).

Oh suddenly i thought of vanessa and her lao sai-ing. how long was it since i last lao sai….. hmm..

and u know what, actually i purposely post a wordy entry so that wend can’t get much enjoyment from her next visit here. she’s always viewing the pictures only. and she pay GREAT attention to details of the pictures. like my erected dog photo. lol.

behind the lens, i hide

“Pretend you are alright even if you’re not. You don’t want them to throw you into institutionalization do you?”Probably right.. so what now? Just hide and pretend like everything is rainbow and butterflies? Damn.. oh i forgot i’ve been doing that all these while. Ha! So much that i thought it was all real. Oh i ought to give myself a pat on the back for doing sucha great work.

Today, or rather yesterday, was a competition between my mom and dad for the title “Best Cook”. And the winner? There wasn’t really a winner cause u know.. it puts the kids in a spot to say who wins. It’s like death for both choices.

Anyway i made my dad teach me more about photography. I know he’s happy, cause it’s not like everyday that i show interest in his profession. I would be going “oh please don’t tell me bout it” – that’s the norm. But not today, or rather anymore. Somehow i’m keen to learn… maybe paving another route for myself. I mean .. hey everyone needs a contingency plan!I can hear people shouting: “Cut the crap and show some pictures.” Well then, enjoy.

adeline & i

smile and say hi!

u know.. when u don’t see each other for a long time u tend to act retarded.

kinder bueno over there are white in color.

it seemed like a long time since we’ve last saw each other. so many things to talk about.

fortune’s fool

Why do everything turn out bad in the end? What a way to kick start a new year indeed. Fate played me and it played me well. I don’t know why the sudden change in me. I’m surprised myself. I can’t help reproaching myself. For everything, everything that has happened. I’m ashamed. Very ashamed. To lose that something i value so dearly.. it’s heart wrenching. On the bus thoughts just keep pushing their way into my mind. What am i when i can’t even hold on to that. And losing made it worst. For a moment i wished you were there to listen. But i guess it’s quite impossible when we are so far apart, mentally.I don’t know what else i should believe in.