mini dumb bells

i brought this for my pet ant

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why do people say…

..stupid idiot? We hear that almost all the time. Well at least i do. And in fact i do use this phrase.

But what bugs me more is why we even use it when ’stupid’ and ‘idiot’ actually means the same thing more or less. Isn’t it like repetition?

It’s like saying “wow you’re a smart intellectual”

So why do people say “hey you stupid idiot”?
To emphasis how stupid that person referred is? Beats me. But i think i’m still gonna say it anyway.

noooooo!!

Oh hi, I don’t know why I’m here. Probably boredom brought me here. I feel damn sick. Splitting headache and everything. I can’t concentrate. My mind wanders off whenever I look at the text. I start doodling on paper. I drew everything. Aeroplanes, stickmans, my friends, dogs, cats, ants, mosquitoes..everything that i can possibly think of.Bahhh! I’m so not looking forward to the exams.

wenD u know…

do u know that the happiest thing i felt this year is that you applied for uni? i’m glad. and i’ll pray for us all =))

shall we meet again~

Hi English, I’m back. =)

what’s ur name?

I met this amazing forum friend. And omg his name is ywann? I mean what kind of a name is that? People are getting really creative with names. I’m so gonna name my child some freaking unique name too.

wat an idiot

i actually thought we had IB examinations. wow. what was i thinking?

Melancholy

So much thoughts, so much emotions, swirling inside my mind. Melancholy, i told myself.

Melancholy
-noun
a gloomy state of mind, esp. when habitual or prolonged; depression.

To let such melancholy that can kill a man befall on me – what was i thinking? O tell me what can be done to take it all away. Let the wind embrace them in it’s bosom. Let ‘em disappear. And when it does, i will find my foolish self chasing it back.

Melancholy is the hardest thing to deal with next to depression. A personal opinion of course.Took a deep breath, closed my eyes, revived the moments again. Like a bullet train, memories flashed back. What i saw were pictures that i left behind. That chapter of memories left untouched looked so old. With caution i lifted the book, not allowing any careless mishandling that would cause the old book to disintegrate with age.

Tiny dust particles floated in the air the moment i dust the book. It was alive, the particles. Through the dawn light that shone through the side windows, i could clearly watch them dancing in the air. I stood still and watched till every one of them found a spot on the parquet floor. I tapped my feet lightly and mumbled “I guess it’s about time you enjoy such companion.”

Diverting my attention away from the ‘dance’, i gently flip the book opened. I could instantly recognise the smell – it was the smell of history. Revolting but with such sweetness. It smelt like everything of nothing first create. My fingers moved as if tempted to flip the pages. I knew it would turn out to be another emotional turmoil. O such heavy lightness, such serious vanity. Irony is possibly the biggest joke in life.

a cause for celebration

Yay! Finally i’m leaving school – as in finally leaving the person i hate.

People ask if the hate will ever diminish. No? Ever since that tutorial.. that irritating thing you did. To think you actually looked at me like a joke or something. You thought you were perfect. But you didn’t realised how many were put off by your face. (:

Not many people will come to full terms with the reasons why i hate you. But i’m sure those that have been with me through the roughest time of my life will understand. (:

I also know that my dislike for this person may/ or has put some into difficult positions. I’m sorry for it. All i ask is to keep it from people who shouldn’t know. (: