slowing down

stop, take a look around you before moving on. you probably realised you’ve missed out a lot of things.

words and confusion

Words and actions contradict themselves. I don’t know what to believe in. I hate these sleepless nights.

best quote from vanessa

“I’m quite sick of people asking me when they are not going through it with me like my parents”

i can’t help but to agree.

being happy

I’m happy with my life now, as in truthfully happy. Thanks to all those who has always been there, you know who you are.

Hugs and Kisses,
Claire

reflections

Sometimes you need to slow down or take a step back to look at the way things are, and decide if that is really what you want. Some things are left better to be ambiguous.

taking the time out

Sometimes when you get upset, all you need is to hug someone to sleep. It really comforts a lot. Thank you I’m feeling much much better. (=

And I can’t imagine I actually survived hanging in JP for 3 – 4 damn hours. Finally I’ve bought a big piece of jigsaw puzzle, together with a friend, to fix. It’s strange how i could not use to find time out to do such a thing though I’ve always wanted to. Perhaps it’s a matter of how willing you are to take time out.

Totally worn out now but I’ve to clear my room for space.

the whole thing turns out wrong

smash slam kick punch break scream drink tearbad things all come in a row don’t they?
it didn’t get any better.

getting in touch

Some how or rather I’ve been waking up wanting to see a message on my phone. What kinda syndrome is that man.

And what’s up with SingTel (or my friend’s phone rather) the reception is so bad that we can’t even receive messages on time. I hate lags, breaks down the communication system and it can get quite annoying at times most of the time. Telecoms companies does the weirdest things ever – like taking turns to be problematic. It gets so irritable to the extend no ones wants to talk about it.

On a random note, i need a job to feed my drinking habit. Give me ANYTHING!

Oh Oh, it looks like my sister’s birthday is arriving. Maybe i should get her a huge bottle of liquor which i would be more than happy to help her finish. Don’t worry I’m usually not that sinister. It just happens once in a while.

“Actually most of us don’t drink nor smoke not because we seriously believe it’s harmful. Come on! It’s more of a social stigma that’s stopping us. And when you give it a try, you start to wonder if it’s really a bad thing cause it doesn’t seem like anything near it.” — Quoting from what liying said last night. Thinking bout it, it sounds logical and could be any more right.

allthegayshitfuck

Honestly, you’d never know what’s good for me if you don’t even know what i want. What’s so wrong bout staying out late at night anyway? Go ahead and judge me but don’t ever think of imposing you thoughts on me. I’m not that kid that takes whatever you give. I’ve a mind of my own and far more than that.

A good night ended in a bad way.

Very much appreciated the time spent eating chocolate cake and talking about everything. Though certain things still seem a little ambiguous to me, but still Thank You. I probably hurt myself too much with the flames. But i guess pain is only temporary. Nothing really last anyway.

i just want to say

SHI YING,
I love You
a whole BIG LOT (: (: