tired

For the entire night i’ve been thinking about the ‘trust’ issue. This morning i woke up realizing it wasn’t trust, it is bout respect. During coaching today i sparred with the students, smashed at every single opportunity i had, like i wanted someone dead. That person is me.

i am.. i feel..

Actually i find emotions very hard to comprehend. Well, human emotion is a very complex thing to start with. But i guess that’s when phrases like “i’m feeling all mixed up”, or “i’m having mixed emotions now”, comes in handy. Question is, do we really not know how we feel?

As i’m trying to vomit every single emotion out, i am not exactly sure of how i’m feeling. Certainly anything but happy.

To whom it may concern: i’m sorry. i knew i couldn’t stay because it seemed as though when i’m around, even breathing became a difficult task.

finally i got it!

All these years i’ve been trying to give myself a classification. I think i got it. Let’s just say my interest in people, generally men, and maybe women, fluctuates like the stock market.

being yourself

Expectations, judgments, criticisms – we get that all the time. It’s pathetic to think how we want to, in some cases, have to, change just so that we’d appear as a better individual, and to fit perfectly, or rather comfortably, into the community. Whilst in the process of changing a part of ourselves, some of us may find that we lose ourselves entirely. Seriously, why bother? There will always be imperfections. If others can’t love you for who you are, if diversity is not in their dictionary, it is their loss.

this is stupid

i had the weirdest dream ever. i was late for nyp examinations. thing is, the subjects are maths and ss. argh. this doesnt make any sense.

beer

wa lao, i just noticed the messages attached to the drinks vanessa sent me via facebook. I must the the most kuku person breathing. Ahhh. Oh, i thought the first beer looked pretty much like Corona. Aye, can’t remember when was the last time i touched beer. But it’s a good thing, i guess.

came darkness, and the day is gone. 24 isn’t just a number.

-raise eyebrows-

browsing through the ‘photos’ folder and realised that we never really had any pictures taken together.

kfc hot devil drumlets review

Wanted to do a review of kfc hot devil drumlets but never found the time to do so. Anyway here i am. As usual, hot was never hot enough. To keep things short, the spicy BBQ flavor taste totally like McDonald’s shaker fries seasoning. Over powering msg taste. I’d to gulp down 500L of water for every bite i took. And the fiery lime flavor? Passable but not impressive. And $3.30 for 3 of these 2.5 inch sized drumlets? I’m sure i can find better offer elsewhere! Verdict: 1 finger (pinkie) lickin’ good.

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