what is your favourite color?

brown. i love brown.

doodle friends

i’m actually an angel in disguise

unproductive

Sigh, I’ve been super unproductive. Haven’t touched the report since i left mcdonalds. All i did was to bombard myself with questions; if i have the caliber to produce the essay, or to even do anything right. Questions, questions, questions. Why do i even need answers? Ayy whatever. Perhaps a hard slap to bring me back to reality could help.

I’ve this box where i put all the sentimental items in it. (I think everyone has it) I wonder what it’s like to walk down the expressway with only that box in my arms.

my bandit boy!

hahahahahahahahaha

you rock my world (:

bothe(red)

it’s a cold night, colder inside cause it’s raining red.

every 10 seconds, i tell myself to forget

i have this habit of writing feelings and thoughts down then burn the paper or shred them before dumping it into the bin. how else to let it all go? anyway, i guess it’d be fun watching computer burn.

idly

what?

oh..

it doesn’t matter.

-walks away-

cut

there’s this cut on my finger, i don’t know where i got it from. but hell with it, at least it gives me something else to think/feel about. i must be sick.

broken doll

All these that happened, it’s crazy.
I try keep my mind off it. Believe me, i tried.
But it comes back to rip my heart apart.
I don’t want to cry. It makes me feel weak.

Sometimes your eyes tell me that you’re with me
I feel safe.
But sometimes, i feel that i’ve lost you.

I just..
don’t want to be the only one who needs this.
If i am, i rather not have it.

I’m sorry. I know i should have put it all behind and move on. all these insane things that i speak of, it drains me out. might have done the same to you too. I know. It’s crazy of me to ask so much. I’m sorry, cause sorry is such a meaningless word and there’s nothing i can do to take all these away.

fuck.

goodnight world.

ran.dom

heart·ache /ˈhɑrtˌeɪk/
–noun
emotional pain or distress; sorrow; grief; anguish.

I was wondering if it was worth the while to breathe harder.