so much better after sending the email. still worried, still afraid. such contrary

i tried to catch up with your footsteps but you were in such hurry. i wished you would have slowed down and listen to me. maybe i should stay at the side lines, ousted and forgotten.

a person pursuing medicine is not worthy to become a doctor if he/she will give it up for anything else. i have to say this because there are 2 people in my life that have fought hard to be a doctor. one, my brother, who already is doing medicine, and another doing medicine in 1 year’s time.

you and me

we used to be together

everyday together

always

i really feel

that i’m losing my best friend

i can’t believe this could be the end

you and me

i can see us dying

are we?

this is how i imagine my dialoge with an ewe would be:

who are you?

i’m ewe.

no, who are you?

i’m ewe!

you’re not me. who are you?

i really am ewe…..!

seriously, who are you? *exasperated*

i said i’m ewe…..

dude.. that’s not cool. last time. who are you?

i’m ewe *as a matter of fact*

………………………………………….walks away.

Next championship show will be on the 1st Nov 2009. Oliver is 8 days short to qualify for puppy class. What a pity. Can only hope that baby puppy will give him a good exposure.

the past 3 days has been crazy. FCI was a great exposure. It was fun to watch experience handlers bringing out the best of their exhibits in the ring. So much thinking.

i’m starting to have reservations. not good enough. sigh

FCI show tomorrow. Wish ollie is in good shape so that i could enter him for experience, though i think he will create havoc in the ring. Nevertheless all the best to participating dogs and bitches.

That reminds me that the next SKC show is about 3 months away. So little time left for preparation. Sigh.

easier said than done.

“you should do this”

“you should do that”

“xxx is doing this”

“bring this in”

you know what? fuck you. if you know better, there’s a space for rent next door.

it’s so laughable. these people come to you with all theories, yet  none of  them has the gut to do something. get real.