fuck you very much collab. i likeeeeee…

so much better after sending the email. still worried, still afraid. such contrary

a person pursuing medicine is not worthy to become a doctor if he/she will give it up for anything else. i have to say this because there are 2 people in my life that have fought hard to be a doctor. one, my brother, who already is doing medicine, and another doing medicine in 1 year’s time.

this is how i imagine my dialoge with an ewe would be:

who are you?

i’m ewe.

no, who are you?

i’m ewe!

you’re not me. who are you?

i really am ewe…..!

seriously, who are you? *exasperated*

i said i’m ewe…..

dude.. that’s not cool. last time. who are you?

i’m ewe *as a matter of fact*

………………………………………….walks away.

easier said than done.

“you should do this”

“you should do that”

“xxx is doing this”

“bring this in”

you know what? fuck you. if you know better, there’s a space for rent next door.

it’s so laughable. these people come to you with all theories, yet  none of  them has the gut to do something. get real.

i waited in vain

after a day of suppression had me hauling home a bag of chocolates.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

lol.

i need to go

this love is too good to last and i’m too old to dream.