mccanny

claire — Mon, 22 Aug 2011 15:45:26 +0000

Would it be a different story altogether had we started off with the right foot?

claire — Sat, 13 Aug 2011 14:26:01 +0000

You never listened.

claire — Sat, 06 Aug 2011 15:35:48 +0000

When you have one of the best days of your life, you write about it. When you have one of the worst days of your life, you write about it. When you feel like the world couldn’t be a better place, you write about it. When the world’s a bitch, you write about it. When you meet that special someone, you write about it. When you are pissed with someone, you write about it. When you’re full of hope, you write about it. When you feel like all hope’s lost, you write about it. Who would have thought that writing would be so important?

That said, today I write with a heavy heart. There are many things i have done in life. Some of which i am proud of, some of which i would rather not speak about. But never, NEVER, in that little brain of mine would i have thought that there are so many things between us that i would rather not speak of. It hurts to write about this, but when it hurts i know that i am getting better.

I think i like it better when i am a selfish prick. Just me. Fuck them all. Who gives a shit about showing care, concern, sympathy or whatever shit that a saint feels?

Perhaps you are right about things, us. You will never be the person i want you to be, and neither will i be the person you want me to be. Maybe we are the same kind of people. People who are meant to fly solo because no one can ever be good enough for us.

claire — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 06:01:49 +0000

claire — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 11:45:50 +0000

Next championship show will be on the 1st Nov 2009. Oliver is 8 days short to qualify for puppy class. What a pity. Can only hope that baby puppy will give him a good exposure.

claire — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 16:31:55 +0000

the past 3 days has been crazy. FCI was a great exposure. It was fun to watch experience handlers bringing out the best of their exhibits in the ring. So much thinking.

claire — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 15:47:10 +0000

i’m starting to have reservations. not good enough. sigh

claire — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 08:30:12 +0000

FCI show tomorrow. Wish ollie is in good shape so that i could enter him for experience, though i think he will create havoc in the ring. Nevertheless all the best to participating dogs and bitches.

That reminds me that the next SKC show is about 3 months away. So little time left for preparation. Sigh.

claire — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 08:24:32 +0000

easier said than done.

“you should do this”

“you should do that”

“xxx is doing this”

“bring this in”

you know what? fuck you. if you know better, there’s a space for rent next door.

it’s so laughable. these people come to you with all theories, yet none of them has the gut to do something. get real.

claire — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 12:42:04 +0000

sits in hunger while waiting for a dinner date that would never come. ha!!